Childish Junk - I'm so lucky...

Thursday, March 31, 2005

I miss my CT~ nv go out i with any of them.. not Olivia not David not Joshua not Hui min not Wei Jun and not any of the others.. where they go i donno but at the end went out with Shu fang for dinner then after that suddenly decided to go for a movie.. it was already 5 plus at that time and the Miss Congeniality 2 starts at 645.. but we still went along to watch it anyway... not bad of a movie and its quite funni.

Everything really changes after first three months..end of honeymoon period.. i can no longer slack like before.. which i'm very sorry of. Like during maths lecture when the teacher is teaching Sigma again.. i can't even crap and gossip with Olivia like i used to cause now must listen to the lecturer or else i will not even know how to do the tutorial at home ... sianz how i wish i can just slack like before but just can't now.. .. its reality check time.. either i force myself to plaster my face in front of the lecture notes and tutorials or face the gruesome consequence of being left behind in the class or threatened to drop subjects which is quite impossible cause cannot really find any extra subject for me to drop now. Stress!!! I can't even remember anything bout chem.. even maths.. forgotten lots of stuff like partial fraction and binomial.. I realised when i tried to do the revision tutorial.. its so full of shit..

Anyway today was the CCA baZAA.. still donno wat CCA to join..asked many ppl wat they think i should join..all diff answers so it still ended up with a no answer... wrote my name at quite a few booths.. got the feeling that i wrote the whole Hp number for tennis.. well hu cares...anyway just let nature take its course.. fated with which CCA then just join.

hmz.. I realised many things could not be written in the blog.. inner thoughts and feelings still need to be kept unspoken.. i wonder if blogs r plainly a list of a whole day's events and so on.. like a timetable or sth.. as in today did wat then felt wat.. issit really like this?... sianz

Life is good =D*Jamie|2:58 PM|

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